Sebab Itu

The Reason
i'm not a perfect person, there are many things i wish i didn't do but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to knowi've found a reason for me, to change who i used to bea reason to start over new, and the reason is you i'm sorry that i hurt you, its something i must live with everyday and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all awayand be the one who catches your tears, thats why i need you to heari'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to youand so i hate to say before i go, that i just want you to knowi've found a reason for me, to change who i used to bea reason to start over new, and the reason is you i've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know a reason for all that i do, and that reason is you

kenapa yer?

kenapa biler dah pergi baru kita terhegeh nak mencarik?

aku di sini mendeclare kan bahawa aku adalah gila talak. i want him back in my life. he was supposed to be mine! what went wrong in us? what's wrong with me?

gile tul aku nih... i can't help it. i feel so lonely rite now..
ya allah, tolonglah aku..

**Buhsan**

baru aku paham betapa bosannya dok kat bilik sensorang. roomate ku balik ke kampung dan aku dengan eksyennya nak lepak kat hostel je tak balik umah. mula2 tuh mmg cam excited jek, coz i got the room for maself, but then it changed to one big nightmare lak. siut tul
jumaat: petang tuh rase cam best jek, tido, wat keje, tido, makan
sabtu:bosan giler
ahad:rase macam nak mati

**SeDiH**

the busier i get, the sadder that i feel. y? i'm feeling more and more selfish day by day. i tot this is the usual process of growing up but then you felt empty inside. u remembered your school days when nothing really matters, your frens were not as 'bitchy' as it wud be rite now, n ya... nothing really matters. the 'joy' of growing up just vanished when you were busy with your overloaded work, your never ending problems and your so-called social encounter.
i really have to take control of myself rite now. if not, i wud just snap at the simplest things. and i did really mad thing today. i missed him so much and imagining him with someone else hurts so much. why do i have to let go when i want that thing so bad.. thing??
i need a break..