**SeDiH**

the busier i get, the sadder that i feel. y? i'm feeling more and more selfish day by day. i tot this is the usual process of growing up but then you felt empty inside. u remembered your school days when nothing really matters, your frens were not as 'bitchy' as it wud be rite now, n ya... nothing really matters. the 'joy' of growing up just vanished when you were busy with your overloaded work, your never ending problems and your so-called social encounter.
i really have to take control of myself rite now. if not, i wud just snap at the simplest things. and i did really mad thing today. i missed him so much and imagining him with someone else hurts so much. why do i have to let go when i want that thing so bad.. thing??
i need a break..